Fucked up today
A friend and i had decided to go on a fast together and i was doing great all day. No breakfast, no lunch, only water in fact. but then i got sick at lunch and went home and my mom made me eat dinner tonight but i am so gonna get rid of it later before i go to bed that way it wont seem so obvious about what im doing. Otherwise ill get the same lecture about not eating and im way too tired to go through that again. *roles eyes annoyingly*
Well well see if tomorrow will be better ill eat in my room and throw it all in the garbage and forget about eating completely tomorrow. I am so disgusted with myself today and i hate myself for it. i feel so fucking fat right now...Stay strong everybody dont be like me!
Current Mood:
nauseatedCurrent Music: own written song "The stars"